Fr. Cas. Blog: October 2018

Friday, October 26, 2018

October 26, 2019

Good News / Bad news

Dear Janine, Nigel, Lisa, Matthew, Dani and Fr. Dick,

I have been fighting against writing this letter because I really don’t like what I have to say, but I can’t avoid it. I wrote the whole letter last night, but by some fluke, when I tried to paste it into the email, it just disappeared, and as I said, I was too angry and frustrated at the time as it was also time for me to hit the hay, that I just put it off till this morning. Well, here we go.

A friend finally managed to persuade his neurologist friend to squeeze me in yesterday although he was fully booked and probably wouldn’t be able to take me till some time late in November. He tested me in many ways but the telltale test was the thing called the Kabinski reflex. This is what I got from the internet.

What does a positive Babinski reflex mean?

Reflexes are responses that occur when the body receives a certain stimulus. TheBabinski reflex occurs after the sole of the foot has been firmly stroked. The big toe then moves upward or toward the top surface of the foot. The other toes fan out. This reflex is normal in children up to 2 years old.Feb 23, 2017

However, in time during infancy the Babinski response vanishes and, under normal circumstances, should never return. A Babinski sign in an older child or adult is abnormal. It is a sign of a problem in the central nervous system (CNS), most likely in a part of the CNS called the pyramidal tract.

The term pyramidal tracts refers to upper motor neurons that originate in the cerebral cortex and terminate in the spinal cord (corticospinal) or brainstem (corticobulbar).

He said that I need an MRI immediately. He wrote a letter to the doctor at our hospital at St. Mary’s to see about getting me into the public health system, to Albert Luthuli hospital, in case we were not able to handle the finances (we don’t have medical aid). He also said that if we could muster up the funds he would be happy to organize it privately. I was scared when he said that this MRI was URGENT. I had told him that I was determined to conduct this wedding in Cape Town and was going to climb on the plane next Wed. He said that it would not be a good or wise thing to do and it could wind up causing permanent damage to the spine. I should be resting a lot and not irritating the spine. I was sad and discouraged, as you can imagine. And you know how it is with the government health system. I might get an MRI approved sometime in January and would be going back and forth here and there and I can’t drive now (because I never know when my stupid leg it going to go into a spasm) so I have to try to find people who are willing to give up their time and give me a lift.

That is the bad news. The good news is that I have asked a very good friend, Fr. Dick O’Riorday, retired like me, to take my place for the wedding. I sent him the brochure that I sent to you for the service so that he doesn’t have to worry about preparing anything from scratch. I also sent all the documentation so that he is in the picture. He will also see Fr. Peter John Pearson who gave us the go-ahead in the first place.

I asked him to visit you so that he just doesn’t pitch up cold, and once you have met him you will have fallen in love with him as he is a lovely person, Irish, musician, good singer, also kicked out of SA because of his anti-apartheid behaviour. So you don’t have to worry about that. You have enough to worry about with all the rest of the arrangements for the wedding.

I guess that you will have to call the airline to cancel the flight and hope that you can get at least something back. I would have contacted you earlier but I had to wait till I was sure what was going on. I only found out yesterday.

I guess the same with the accommodation at Century City. But that, if you cancel in time, you should get most or all of your deposit back.

If I have to have an operation, which I think will be the case for all indications, as soon as the recuperation and recovery are finished, first stop will be CT to check on the newly weds. In the meantime, as with Nigel, we pray and put our lives in God’s hands.

I hope to hear about the wedding when it has happened so please don’t forget. And a few pictures but not too many because it takes forever to download the whole wedding album, especially with Lisa the phot specialist. Ha.

Love and Peace, Fr. Cas.

October 21,2018

October 22, 2018.10.22

This is Monday. Sunday came and went and I never managed to put anything in the blog. So, here is what has been happening. On Saturday, the 20^th, I took my computer to a friend who helped me to install something that I had trouble doing and he also showed me a program where I can safely store (however safe anything is from determined hackers) all my usernames and passwords. I have a yellow pages of these and I can’t remember which is which and they say you musn’t use the same password as it makes it too easy for people who want to get into your stuff.

Well, when I got home, I started practicing on what he had shown me and my left leg start to spasm along with the foot. And it got to the point where my whole leg got weak and was like a long dragging it around. I had to get one of those 4 legged things to help me walk. I fell down once before I got it and it scared me.

Well, all night and all day, the bloody thing spasms about every 15 seconds, standing, sitting, lying, whatever, all night long. I sent a message to our family doctor here and he gave me an appointment for today at 9:30am. I told him that my mouth still works fine. Ha. Everyone was thinking maybe a stroke. I don’t think so. So he tried to get me an appointment with a neurologist at a local private hospital but there was some hitch so he decided to send me there anyway but via casualty where they would have to do something. One of our Mariannhill brothers is working there at a place called Hillcrest Hospital and happened to be in casualty when we walked in ( I was in a wheel chair since I have been using a four legged walking stick so I don’t fall down). I purposely wore shorts today even though it was a bit chilly because getting my jeans over that foot is a bit tricky since it doesn’t want to bend easily. Any, he sent me for 2 ultra sounds and a blood test. I took one ultrasound for the calf, ankle and achilles tendon. He thought that there might be something wrong there. All were fine. The blood test was to see about my electrolytes and they were also fine. So he wasn’t sure where to go from there because all the while I was taking these tests and w hen he was examining me the spasms were continuing faithfully, maybe to impress him and show him that I wasn’t lying.

In the end, he sent me to the pharmacy to get some Magnesium capsules and some Calcium something or other pills. He said to come back for an appointment next Thursday at 2pm to see if this stuff was working. After that will come, if that doesn’t solve the problem, a visit to a neurologist.

In the meantime, I keep on keeping on. If these spasms stop I think I will see if I can drive. Poor Bishop Khumalo was tied up the whole day waiting for me from 9am to 1:30pm. People have been very concerned and have deluged me with messages of love and prayers and the odd suggestions and some who are nearby volunteered to drive me to the doctor if needed. I don’t think they realized that it could be a whole days commitment. We shall see. If I can drive myself that would be better.

I thank all those who have been so concerned and thoughtful. It is really nice to be loved. So many have no one to show them love. I guess that is our job when we get the chance.

So that is it for now. I will catch you up on other things soon. ( I have already done my bookings for the flights to the States next year for my home leave; I sent a message to Zambia with dates for a visit there when I get back from my home leave; I have a wedding that I prepared and will be leaving on the 31^st of Oct. for it in CapeTown. These are on the cards and I hope all goes well so that they become reality.

In the meantime, lots of love to you all. Cas.

October 3, 2018.10.01

Today is the feast of St. Therese of Lisieux, the patron saint of the parish we are trying to get built with a real church. I prayed to her today to please lean on our municipality to hurry up and give the go ahead to our plans to start building. They have already passed the plans but the bureaucracy is as slow as molasses in winter.

But, I just want to make a quick comment about the circus that is taking place in DC right now.

I am really tired of hearing about Ford and Kavanaugh’s testimonies. Going all the way back to high school and college. I am glad that I was in the seminary for high school because, otherwise, I am sure that I would have been one of those who gave “grass” a try. Then 50 yrs. Later I would have to confess that my ordination was invalid because I didn’t mention that before I was ordained. Ha.

But, to be serious, there are two things that I would like to put before you. If I were president, I think I would like, for the sake of the American people, to choose the most neutral person I could find for the job, to avoid, what we see here, the partisanship that is destroying any semblance of common sense and ability to work together. That would be number one.

As for Kavanaugh being the right choice, one of the reasons I would hesitate is referring to his outburst in his hearing when he accused to Democrats of purposely trying to destroy him. He has always been a Republican, and showed his partiality to the Republican party by his outburst, which, to me, foreshadows how he could easily make decisions that favour his party rather than decisions that are for the common good of the Americans as a whole. In other words, he is far from the neutral person, I think, should be chosen for this weighty job. It is my bed time now so I will close here and see you another time. We also have our problems here with divisions in the government and in the ruling party, the ANC, which is no longer the ANC that I was chaplain of when we were in exile in Zimbabwe and Zambia. Good night. Cas.

Sept. 27, 2018

I am tired of hearing Nikki Haley at the UN castigating Iran for its support of “terrorism” all over. What hypocricy. Here are a few things you and she can think about in that regard.

October 26, 2019

Good News / Bad news

Dear Janine, Nigel, Lisa, Matthew, Dani and Fr. Dick,

What does a positive Babinski reflex mean?

The term pyramidal tracts refers to upper motor neurons that originate in the cerebral cortex and terminate in the spinal cord (corticospinal) or brainstem (corticobulbar).

I guess the same with the accommodation at Century City. But that, if you cancel in time, you should get most or all of your deposit back.

Love and Peace, Fr. Cas.

Monday, October 22, 2018

October 21,2018

October 22, 2018.10.22

I thank all those who have been so concerned and thoughtful. It is really nice to be loved. So many have no one to show them love. I guess that is our job when we get the chance.

In the meantime, lots of love to you all. Cas.

Tuesday, October 2, 2018

October 3, 2018

I found this letter to Americans advising them to take the November vote seriously and to check out the candidates to be voted for so that you get the right people. Here is the letter.

Open letter to American voters: Think carefully about the serious choice you will soon make

By J Brooks Spector• 1 October 2018

United States President Donald J. Trump speaks to supporters during a rally at the WesBanco Arena in Wheeling, West Virginia, USA, 29 September 2018. EPA-EFE/DAVID MAXWELL Less

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Americans will soon be voting on the House of Representatives and a third of the Senate. Their choices will determine if Congress fulfills its constitutional mandate... And if the US should continue to be lead by the Republicans.

My dear fellow Americans:

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In the past several years I have written the occasional open letter to leaders in South Africa of various parties on important issues of public policy and — less frequently — to American officials, such as to presidential adviser Ivanka Trump. But this time around, I write to all of my fellow citizens.

As some readers know, after retiring as an American diplomat serving in Africa and East and Southeast Asia over some three decades, I now live rather permanently in South Africa. Nevertheless, I remain an American citizen with an active, even obsessive, interest in what happens in my country, and in observing the national temper from afar through reading newspapers, popular publications and a variety of more specialized periodicals, watching the newscasts and by staying in touch with a circle of friends and relatives in the US.

Usually our writing tries to analyse an issue such as the latest international trade proposal for an overseas audience. But this time I want to look at the larger shape of American political life through the lens of an imminent choice by the country’s elected representatives as well as the broader population’s upcoming participation in the midterm election. On that, I want to offer my “two cents” on what it all means for my fellow Americans.

This matters now, of course, because America faces a crucial, probably defining election in just a few weeks that could shape the nature of America’s engagement with the rest of the world for years to come. True, a midterm election is one in which the presidency will not change hands. That can likely only come about via the general election in 2020 — unless an unexpected event such as a resignation, impeachment, or the use of the disability clause of the 25th amendment to the country’s constitution should occur. But depending on how much support or opposition a president has in Congress will have a real impact on how a president can carry out his plans unhindered or subject to more aggressive evaluation and review.

As a result, the issue before American voters is the potential for a rebalancing of strength in the US Congress between the two major parties. Or, in not doing so, and thus choosing “to go with the horse that brung you”, as Americans used to say.

Moreover, the past several weeks have given the world a vivid, even startling demonstration of the importance of the choices that can be made in Congress (specifically, this time by the Senate) — and thus the voters’ ultimate choices about the membership of that Congress after 6 November. For as the millions of Americans who have been closely following the debate know, the Senate Judiciary Committee has been considering the nomination by Donald Trump of a current federal appellate judge, Brett Kavanaugh, to become an associate justice of the Supreme Court, replacing the retiring Anthony Kennedy.

During his years on the court, Kennedy had often been the deciding vote in a body frequently split four-four between liberal and conservative views. As a result, Kavanaugh’s nomination has been widely seen as a way to craft a permanent conservative majority for a generation — especially if Donald Trump eventually gets to fill Associate Justice Ruth Bader Ginsburg’s seat before his time as president finally draws to an end.

After Kavanaugh’s nomination was announced, a number of women began to come forward, claiming Kavanaugh had carried out sexual assaults in his high school and college years. Eventually, the Senate committee was bulldozed into having one of Kavanaugh’s accusers testify before the Judiciary Committee, live on international television, followed by the nominee himself.

It became riveting, astonishing television for millions of Americans who followed it. But I must tell you that millions of foreigners were similarly transfixed by this broadcast as well. While the open, public nature of this real political drama led some to applaud this live autopsy of a man’s life and behavior, it has also led others to question how in the world Americans could even be considering a man with Kavanaugh’s obvious flaws in judicial (and personal) temperament, his sharply phrased political values in support of a quasi-imperial presidency, and his forcibly expressed political bias, to a lifetime appointment to our nation’s highest court.

As things stand now, all Americans — and the rest of the world — will be waiting impatiently for the results of a new FBI review of Brett Kavanaugh’s past, presumably to be completed by the end of this week. And depending on the results of that review, the full Senate will take its final vote — yea or nay — on Kavanaugh. With the ultimate positions of three Republican senators and several Democrats still in the balance, it is now a real-life, but thoroughly made-for-television drama without a final act as of yet. But it will have major consequences for American jurisprudence and politics, either way.

And here is where the choices my fellow Americans will make on 6 November will matter enormously.

A very brief review of America’s constitutional history is important here. As we all learned in our American history and civics courses in high school (unless like a certain Georgetown Prep student, our minds were totally preoccupied by football, brewskis and girls), way back in 1787, the failure of the Articles of Confederation had become obvious to everyone in the newly independent nation.

As a result, men like Alexander Hamilton, Thomas Jefferson, John Adams, Ben Franklin and James Madison had come together to build a more effective, more lasting, more supple government before the new nation had fallen apart completely. These were men who had held responsible jobs in their lives — commercial farming, business, publishing, the law (and yes, some of them were slave holders too).

While they shared the prejudices of their time, they were both careful thinkers and intensely practical men. But they were not abstract, theoretical academics and philosophers. They saw the crisis and sought a solution.

They carefully studied the eventually unsuccessful experiences of most republics throughout history, from the fates of the Roman Republic and Periclean Athens, to the more contemporary Venetian and Dutch Republics. And from that review, they concluded, among other lessons, that too much power in the hands of one part of a government or one office almost inevitably brought down the entire structure or generated system-destroying revolts. But too little in the way of effective government was not much better. Division and a descent into chaos were no answers either.

Under persuasion from Madison, together with several of the others, at a new constitutional convention, they contrived a constitutional arrangement that deliberately designed a more powerful central government. But it was also one where power was distributed between three distinct branches of government and where many aspects of those powers were shared as well.

The chief executive appointed federal judges and senior officials, but the appointments of those same individuals had to be confirmed by the Senate. The chief executive was required to see that the nation’s laws were faithfully carried out, but where those same laws had to be passed by both houses of Congress — including the government’s budgets. The Founders were deeply fearful of an all-powerful, authoritarian ruler ruling by decree and fiat and so they assumed Congress would debate all proposed laws vigorously and fully before acceding to the wishes of a president.

Back when the Constitution was initially proposed, and then adopted, the great divisions in American public life — in a nation of fewer than five million people — were between the more commercial centers of New England and the mid-Atlantic port cities versus the Southern agricultural world and the newly opened up territories of the then-West beyond the Appalachian Mountains. In fact, the current, familiar, overarching division of American political life — political parties — did not yet even exist. But fear of authoritarian rule ran deep and so the idea that Congress represented the will of the voters and that it was the core body of government was given tangible expression by the fact it was defined in the Constitution’s Article I, rather than the chief executive.

And this is where the matter of the nomination of Brett Kavanaugh and the election this November draw together. In about five weeks’ time, you must make choices about who will represent you on the national level, in accord with James Madison’s famous argument that there would not be any need for government at all if all men were angels; but, sadly, they are not.

Instead, the nomination of a rancorous, vengeful, problematic nominee with an apparently troubling past like Brett Kavanaugh helps make the case for a Congress that takes seriously its responsibilities to weigh carefully any presidential appointments. But in the same way, this national legislative body must also take on the role of serious oversight of executive decisions, plans, programs — and, crucially — to investigate potential criminal activity by officials, just as those founders had envisaged Congress’s role over two centuries ago.

It cannot take on the supine role of mindless political support of an equally troubling presidency — simply out of party loyalty. What this means — in less than six weeks’ time — is that voters must weigh the willingness of candidates to challenge the executive branch whenever it becomes necessary — and to exert judgment and a sense of loyalty to the nation writ large, rather than just to narrower, immediate partisan interests.

This kind of choice is far beyond mindless expressions of unswerving party loyalty or to the sub rosa appeals of prejudice and “dog whistles”. The choices, district by district, all across the nation, will be in your hands, come 6 November. Think carefully, research the candidates and their ideas fully, and only then vote with a full knowledge of the consequences if you take this responsibility too lightly.

With best regards and respect,

J. Brooks Spector

J Brooks Spector

Spector settled in Johannesburg after a career as a US diplomat in Africa and East Asia. He has taught at the U. of the Witwatersrand, been a consultant for an international NGO, run a famous Johannesburg theatre and remains on its board, and been a commentator for South African and international print/broadcast/online media, in addition to writing for The Daily Maverick from day one. Post-retirement, Spector has also been a Bradlow Fellow of the SA Institute of International Affairs and a Writing Fellow of the University of Johannesburg’s Institute for Advanced Studies. Only half humourously, he says he learned everything he needs to know about politics from ‘Casablanca.’ Maybe he's increasingly cynical about some things, but a late Beethoven string quartet, John Coltrane’s music, and a dish of soto ayam (one of Indonesia's great culinary discoveries) will bring him close to tears.

October 2, 2018.10.01

But, I just want to make a quick comment about the circus that is taking place in DC right now.

Sept. 27, 2018

I am tired of hearing Nikki Haley at the UN castigating Iran for its support of “terrorism” all over. What hypocricy. Here are a few things you and she can think about in that regard.